Sometimes 

the words

all lined up together in that way

nudge and nudge me out of comfort

they make me restless

make me sleepy to read

they clang together like symbols

unpleasant in that way that they are 'not quite' painful

I feel them in my hairs

I sense them into vision

Black & White film shot at night 

waves crashing up against black rocks

in a movie with no sound

just inky mess

swirling in silence 

ugly and incomplete